a new day has dawned and I feel happy.finally sleepy and full of strength to do something good.I still feel the effects of the weekend and think a lot about the neighbor and all my reactions to it. not wanting to look back, I […]
Month: February 2020
MODESELEKTOR “One United Power”
tomorrow
today i’m looking forward to tomorrow …. i don’t know how to survive but maybe things will work out for good thinking about my psyche and the anxiety I have to endure. moving to a double room is an option, but I can’t imagine […]
Berywam – Beriddim
king hobo
I don't know why it hurts thinking about the past when you do not believe in miracles when everything was just there and again the road calls away pain and desire to get in don't think about anything on the road to be once […]
a continuation of yesterday’s story
the noise and the waves managed to get some sleep … and before lunch I slept well enough, the headphones helped me withstand everything yesterday. now the noise maker is quiet, apparently himself asleep, well let him sleep. today i feel good and at […]
sleepless night (again)
a sleepless night was again moving awayfurther into the tired mindwaiting for silence and peace againrather I only get a scourge of noise wants to beat and not controlbut that’s not what I live forlook forward to pray and believethat somewhere hiding peace I’d […]
maybe
maybe it's time to calm down when all that's left is memories and long-distance dust on shoes maybe it's time for reconciliation that everything is just a dream for the eyes only a desire to wake up and a troubled reality knocking on the […]
sleepless night
have a cigarette, have coffee … I can spend the night without sleeping. work to plan my travel goals and plans. hopefully tomorrow will be better weather, at least in Vilnius. today is a day full of preparation, take a shower, get clothes and […]
anxiety and lost time
sometimes I feel like I’m freezing this time and the dream won’t end. sometimes it seems that everything that is and will be (or was) my past and future somewhere far away. I try to live my life but anxiety attacks me again and […]
gogol bordello and memories
I remember the music that broke in as a gypsy taboo and I had one of the most charming and vibrant memoriesgipsy punk …. so it stayed in my memory. listen here [click]
dowry and life
I was never attached to anything, I was never dependent on anything. this is what the wandering life taught me.sometimes I seem to get caught in someone’s dream and dream with my eyes open.I am now dependent on the people around me, other residents, […]
the thing that doesn’t help
I know how difficult it is to change other people’s opinions and attitudes. sometimes it seems like you won’t go anywhere with your emotions …. sometimes it seems like the world will never change. but you will change.I always wanted to change others, my […]
[quote] Rob Siltanen
“Here’s to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They’re not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with […]
