after our last call, I realized we were out of the way. yes, it seems to you that I don’t understand anything, but now I understand a lot more than it seems to you.
I know my past has been full of wanderings and fights with my father, but blaming me for it is the least weird and I don’t understand it now.
yes, the sisters also bothered me and I admit that maybe it affected their health. question one, or really just from me.

perhaps, my desire to move away from Veisiejai is a childish stubbornness, but the desire for a new life overcomes everything. maybe I will be in worse conditions, but …..

I did badly that we got angry and I promise not to call you more than to communicate with you ….. because I will start blaming myself again and only I will get worse from that ……

understand I will not return to Rūdiškės, and I do not need your money, help, or compassion because whatever you are, my past. the past and not the future.