neither good nor goodbye you go out into the distance and did not wait like I have not been near near you promise to come back just go out you promise to come back you go you leave a colicky imprint in the mind […]
Category: writings library (eng/lt)
freedom (second day)
somehow I am not left with the slight feeling of paranoia that things will end soon. today I am already used to feeling and feeling good enough, physically, emotionally and spiritually …. now I am waiting for a meeting with the 15min.lt filming team. […]
THE PROMISE OF A GOOD LIFE
the promise of a good life is locked behind the gates I don’t know how to stop and not see all that was left was fools and chatter want to fall asleep and wake up when it’s all over I want to experience the […]
I am grateful
although I have lost the road dust on my shoes, I am grateful to be able to wait for the rain without getting wet. however, I am grateful to be mentally stable now (sometimes) and can calmly wait to see what happens next. I […]
What do you think of Christ? Whose Son is He?
The Bible Answer: God appeared in the flesh, justified Himself in the Spirit, showed Himself to the Angels, preached to the nations, accepted by faith in the world, was exalted in glory. (1 Timothy 3:16) This is the true God and eternal life (1 […]
stagnant moment
when I was isolated after my failed journey, I began to discover myself, began to capture frozen moments, and recognize who I am and what I am. today is a night full of thinking and everything that happened to me then has its meaning […]
Rock out (I overcame)
I finally overcome myself and the longest weekend since I start living in a boarding house …. it was hard and sometimes I thought that everything with that quarantine was done on purpose. sometimes it seemed like I could pack my backpack to escape […]
the desire for freedom
created to love others the music strangely sounds louder and louder freedom here and somewhere far away all surrounded by dark blacks I got stuck somewhere on the edge of the world life stopped and nothing was left just a silent wait for the […]
when the music sounds weird
when the music sounds weird the old world gives no peace and a new one somewhere far away the mind and thoughts run away anxiety visits me again I am alone I will remain death will show who is right love will clear the […]
suicide note
maybe nothing will come maybe i will come up with everything but now i'm going through thin ice i want to get out but the door is not closed the last cup of coffee and a cigarette I never thought I would be affected […]
so few
so few I lack until peace find yourself in the bend of the road again discover everything I've lost a long time ago while I was suffering and I was so few I lack up to hope when two worlds become one love speaks […]
this morning
dawn the morning i am waiting for this is all I have left in my life a new day will show it all as much as I was left with the desire to be myself I still feel like time is running out rivers […]
king hobo
I don't know why it hurts thinking about the past when you do not believe in miracles when everything was just there and again the road calls away pain and desire to get in don't think about anything on the road to be once […]
sleepless night (again)
a sleepless night was again moving awayfurther into the tired mindwaiting for silence and peace againrather I only get a scourge of noise wants to beat and not controlbut that’s not what I live forlook forward to pray and believethat somewhere hiding peace I’d […]
