how

how hard it is to look at yourself with your own eyes.today, when freedom is so close, it’s hard to comprehend what and how you survived.trying to resurrect your life and rise to an old (new) reality. you will need to learn to travel, […]

Got it

they will remind me, everywhere and always, what was and what will be… .. but for me with my family not on the way… .. I want to get back into the world of vagrants from which I was imprisoned in Veisiejai, I want […]

monsters around me

I recently went to Klaipeda and met my sister, I accidentally asked about my father’s health, and I found out that he had absolutely nothing ….and then dreams came back, dreams of me beating him, and I feel blood on my hands that really […]

life on the border

sometimes no one seems to need my life, not even myself. I live on a very fragile line, although everyone tells me it’s up to me and I’ll get over it but my world burns, I don’t know how to overcome everything, because other […]

now or never

I started analyzing my health deteriorations and realized that I was hurt by being with other, four or three people. you see, I was never part of a gang, and I lived a life of solitude and alone. realistically, I needed to find or […]