am I here or there

today I realized that my current life is further than far and that those who can help me have disappointed me. maybe it’s my own fault, but I’ve been feeling like I don’t belong in this space for a long time. I know it’s […]


today is another sleepless night….. sometimes it seems like it will never end. music and poems, I understand that I have and want to sleep, but the full moon drives me to despair. all I do is smoke and drink coffee… it’s not for […]