submissive and vigilant

sometimes I wonder why there are two different types of people in this world, some called “surrendered” and others called “vigilant” I think I will never jump with a knife asking for medication no matter how hard I am and how much I am […]


today I realized that it all depends on me and my approach to life situations. today I realized that there will be forces that will resist your good mood and emotions ….. while living in the boarding house I started to feel organic hatred […]

is it worth it?

these walls oppress me and don’t give me peace, I need someone to free me from my lockdown which is still sitting in my brain …… I spoke to the medical staff today and realized that I would still need to be quarantined and […]