sometimes I want to disappear from this world because I think she won’t read my letter…I realized that she doesn’t have or doesn’t want to understand another person’s (my) emotions and an explanation of what’s happening to me and what my world is. I […]
Tag: boarding house
anniversary
finally, the day I didn’t wait for has come, my “anniversary” at the boarding house…..somehow, everything started to bother me, everything started to become boring and alien to me.the town turned into an object of pointless walks, I realized that I was not expected […]
alive and kicking
I have no choice but to pay the price I deserve. although I reconciled with that woman, I don’t feel guilty as much as I should.I know, I used too much force and could have gotten away, but two patients collided here and now […]
refugee, foster home, and consequences
I know I earned it and I will have to pay the price, but I proved to them what a fool I am, but I proved to myself that I can be pissed off until the ground grabs. I know that woman won, and […]
emptiness
today I feel empty and don’t understand what’s going on with me. I know my plan is good and realistic but how much it will cost me effort and patience. I know I have to leave everything here, all the comfort, respect, and discounts […]
let it be without a name
I wanted to write this article a long time ago, I thought long ago about my illness and the life situation I got into ….. I know there are a lot of people in this world who would envy me the place I am […]
I will create
I will create for myself freedom that no one will take away from me I will create for myself a life that no one will influence and control except me. I will be the best I am, I will not ask for help if […]
somewhere something
something has created my life that I can’t call my own, I feel like I can’t know and perceive either myself or my environment. the drop is that while in a boarding house I attract 90 percent of negative people, and the rest can […]
today
today I realized that it all depends on me and my approach to life situations. today I realized that there will be forces that will resist your good mood and emotions ….. while living in the boarding house I started to feel organic hatred […]