refugee, foster home, and consequences

I know I earned it and I will have to pay the price, but I proved to them what a fool I am, but I proved to myself that I can be pissed off until the ground grabs.

I know that woman won, and I will have to somehow avoid all this because again the full moon and the psyche can come to anyone, and I am already paying the price – a price that I will remember for a long time.

all the time I have various thoughts and plans in my head, but I will never calm down when the discounts that they give me now come at this price….
I know there are many eyes on my life and my room, but I don’t want to give up and I will do everything in my power to stay calm (again)