they will remind me, everywhere and always, what was and what will be… .. but for me with my family not on the way… ..

I want to get back into the world of vagrants from which I was imprisoned in Veisiejai, I want to take all the money, the computer, some clothes and leave again without saying anything.

again

again

again

I slept all day today, trying to find excuses for the Flame my mother had driven on me, and I couldn’t find one. I have a hard time remembering and I feel changed, which is why I need to be reminded of the past I am ashamed of

I’m ashamed

I’m ashamed

why the person I still thought was my “mother” is still haunting me, and whether I will have enough power for the rest of my life. I know that everything must have ended between us a long time ago, but I was late ……

I delayed

I delayed

I delayed

but if you can’t say anything good or encouraging, even though you’ve only seen me a couple of times in the whole year while I’ve lived without you…. how do you bother reminding me of what it was because you don’t know how it is….

is

is

is