it’s the third day I’m locked up and now I’m not looking for the dead because I know the whole world is suffering.

when the relatively first days were the cruelest, but I finally got rid of ….. I have to suffer because everyone is suffering …. today I was doing a COVID test, I am terrible but at the same time calm because I can be healthy for the fifth time because I kept and I follow all the rules, no matter how strange they may be.

I gave up nocturnal medication because now I sleep well both day and night ….. and sometimes in a moment of weakness, I feel like I can put myself in trouble ….

but about it next time.