I reconciled and completely lost myself. not the time when I could not sleep and be responsible for myself. 13 years ago it didn’t matter to me, day or night I was alive and resilient to everything

now otherwise, I’m afraid to mix day and night because my psyche and sleep cycle suffer from it again. that even today after doing the project and not sleeping, I slept almost all day and still want to.

I am old and losing strength and patience, today I will need to take medication and go to bed normally… ..

although, I come to life at night, out of habit and apparently should not complain….

To Be Continued……