today i’m looking forward to tomorrow …. i don’t know how to survive but maybe things will work out for good

thinking about my psyche and the anxiety I have to endure. moving to a double room is an option, but I can’t imagine how I could live with another person.
I’ve been living alone for too long.

I called my youngest sister today and wanted to talk about this. she told me not to get up and suffer because it could be worse. but I’m tired of it and my mental illness is getting worse and worse.

I do not know what will happen next. I’ll try to work with my psychologist on this. we will see what conclusions I draw.

looking forward to tomorrow, there will be movement and noise …. looking forward to being useful and helping myself and other