lately, I’ve barely kept myself from using violence against some characters who seem to be trying my patience. a few days ago I had a conversation with a nurse on duty about my health and voluntary treatment.
but there is another side to this whole thing, a commitment to the organization that is important to me, and I felt bad for not fulfilling what I promised.
but I have been feeling bad for a few days now and I don’t know what is more important than my health or work …..
the doctor was right, before I can choose and go of my own accord I have to do it, although it will be a minus in my social case I will be able and have arguments that I drove off my own free will and no one gave me a “rezo” and forced me to the hospital.

wondering if I could hold on until next Friday or not erupt a volcano and adjust the bomb to explode.