I can’t live without problems, sometimes it seems like other characters are trying your patience, but or really

kick is that sometimes I need to spill on something because sometimes I can’t control my emotions flow.
sometimes it seems like I’m burning with my emotions, sometimes it seems like even medication won’t help.
I need to start working with myself again to learn to bypass, silence, absorb, and spit. I need to re-create the plan as and so that everything is in my favor.

I finally asked the doctor to increase my dose of sleeping pills, and I asked him to remove the sedative for lunch. I don’t want to spoil my life for some poor person and go to the hospital…

let’s see how it goes next, I need to learn a lot while working with myself. maybe the match won’t ignite completely.