neither here nor there, as if insane, plunging into the unknown, and everything I leave here is precious and my own.

sometimes I want to escape from stupid and stupid situations that sometimes don’t bypass me.
and everything that has been here will remain here but there are important changes for me and life in my understanding and freedom that I will probably not get here, and sometimes it seems to me that that journey will not begin so easily.

and I, like a fool, will seek answers, lost in translation and in myself