I feel like I’m falling more and more into the pit with that virus thing. I feel like I need stronger help than I am getting now even thinking about the institution.
but everything is already crowded, I read that already 95 percent of the beds are occupied by virus patients …..

and what to do for those who, like me, are hooked in that whole circle of mental disorders who are locked up in boarding houses and cannot move and engage in activities that bring them relief …. I feel that desire to end everything in suicide because now I feel that pit in which how people have noticed, I have buried myself since the beginning of all quarantines ….

I know the whole world is suffering, but I don’t excuse me, but right now I need to survive on my own ….. and maybe it will sound selfish, but now it’s time for either me or me.