yesterday I celebrated my birthday and it was one of those sad days but today I realized that I have friends here who are dear to me and my own.

now all that was left was waiting for when it would be better and when I would move to the town and other places outside the boarding house. sometimes life here seems to freeze into a solid block of ice.

the journey to a new home seems to never expand, although the boarding school authorities say everything is happening, my status and the courts do not know when it started and how it will end.