I am locked in my home like the rest of the world, but I feel like my mental health is showing its claws. sometimes it seems like i can overcome self-isolation and stay calm but sometimes it seems like my whole house of cards is gushing without stopping

I know that healthy people are also affected by information and fear. the whole world suffers and closes, but for us things are sharper and more terrible.

I’m not saying I’m special about something, but all the things I love are lost and I lose my desire to do something.
today I have been sleeping all day, and tonight I have a sleepless night. although i get medical help but i’m calmer but i still go crazy