i can’t be what i am not

i can’t be what i am not
and who I am is a lost self-seeking being.
still looking for answers to life questions about blackness and a healthy world.

i can’t be what others consider me to be.
I do not see my world in the eyes and colors of others
lost in feelings, I can’t be myself – overcoming the wall I hit again, overcoming obstacles in my mind and thoughts again