how hard it is to look at yourself with your own eyes.
today, when freedom is so close, it’s hard to comprehend what and how you survived.
trying to resurrect your life and rise to an old (new) reality. you will need to learn to travel, listen, and understand the people around you again. there is a day left until I regain my freedom, but to be honest, I waited too long and don’t know what to do with it

there is little to wait if I do not go crazy