now, about a month we locked down in social care home…. it’s hard and stressful time for my mental state again and again I go nuts about quarantine and that freedom that i used to now under lock…. sometime i think that all this […]
Author: nighttribe
virus, bannhamer and my life
I don’t know how it will all end, the virus, the banhamer and this whole story. I’ve been here a long time ago and I don’t want to complain right away. but the whole period of self-isolation drives me crazy, the banhamer crosses painfully, […]
#100days of life – Day 1
Godsmack – When Legends Rise
It's burning down, it's burning high When ashes fall the legends rise We burned it out a mile wide When ashes fall the legends rise
strange feelings (virus and me)
I am locked in my home like the rest of the world, but I feel like my mental health is showing its claws. sometimes it seems like i can overcome self-isolation and stay calm but sometimes it seems like my whole house of cards […]
I’m tired
I’m still isolated and don’t really know how to survive all this quarantine. I know that I am not one, many people are affected by depression and anxiety. I know it’s serious when people die …. the noise and the panic that engulfed the […]
the desire for freedom
created to love others the music strangely sounds louder and louder freedom here and somewhere far away all surrounded by dark blacks I got stuck somewhere on the edge of the world life stopped and nothing was left just a silent wait for the […]
when the music sounds weird
when the music sounds weird the old world gives no peace and a new one somewhere far away the mind and thoughts run away anxiety visits me again I am alone I will remain death will show who is right love will clear the […]
night wanderer
night wanderer maybe it's the end when everything remains music strange only a black and white world around and thoughts running through a tired mind night wanderer do you know where life ends and suffering begins when full moon and wind in the window […]
suicide note
maybe nothing will come maybe i will come up with everything but now i'm going through thin ice i want to get out but the door is not closed the last cup of coffee and a cigarette I never thought I would be affected […]
why i feel lonely
sometimes I feel lonely even though I am surrounded by friends and people …. and it seems like it will never stop, cold faces will continue to surround me. through my illness, I have rejected many people and left behind. feeling strange, i want […]
don’t know (weird emotions)
lately i have been feeling weird and restless. the feeling that my illness is playing with me again. everything is fine with the neighbor and good enough with friends and the environment. but everything goes into blackness. but I sometimes feel worse sometimes better […]
[quote] ― Ralph Waldo Emerson
“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.” ― Ralph Waldo Emerson
