today my darkest fears and desires came true …. the mystical hammer mode was turned on again and I was the last one to get out to town. my fear of being left without the freedom of movement came true to the fullest and […]
Author: nighttribe
desire and serenity
again I seem to be stuck in an alien reality. I feel lost and lost my lives which are now only on the computer screen and in the old, cold faces of people it hurts, I feel my body falling again, and I barely […]
BETWEEN HERE AND WHEN (TWO LIVES)
I live in a double world, between living in a boarding house and my past. My life in a boarding house is not always the way I want and can. Life here is more a loss than a discovery…. My communication is limited to […]
NightWalker vs DayDreamer (Night Selection)
This one is special for me…. my first recording ( of many) that is part of WireNight Crew’s Selections….. Let me present my characters: NightWalker (selected & recorded on #sleeplessnights) and DayDreamer (like you can guess day recordings…..) My favorite topics & music that […]
I’m listening
I listen to music weird and in my ears, just one question when my dream will end. the music doesn’t leave me weird because I’m still looking for an answer to whether it’s worth living or maybe giving up and not waiting for someone […]
the greatest desire
the greatest desire to wander around my world again not feeling the pain of anxiety and despair see everything with a new eye where my own warm faces the greatest desire to rediscover me try to close the door of the past again and […]
What do you think of Christ? Whose Son is He?
The Bible Answer: God appeared in the flesh, justified Himself in the Spirit, showed Himself to the Angels, preached to the nations, accepted by faith in the world, was exalted in glory. (1 Timothy 3:16) This is the true God and eternal life (1 […]
I’m afraid and waiting
I am afraid and worried that there will be another lockdown and I will not survive either physically or spiritually or morally ….. here is still out of the area of rumors, but there is a possibility that we will be closed again as […]
strange feeling (match)
I can’t live without problems, sometimes it seems like other characters are trying your patience, but or really kick is that sometimes I need to spill on something because sometimes I can’t control my emotions flow. sometimes it seems like I’m burning with my […]
commitment or health
lately, I’ve barely kept myself from using violence against some characters who seem to be trying my patience. a few days ago I had a conversation with a nurse on duty about my health and voluntary treatment. but there is another side to this […]
NWYR – Dragon
uncertainty
I would really like to see the people of the Living Library live and directly, but there is no way I can decide to ride for me or not …. the other thing without quarantine is that I have no money to travel and […]
somewhere something
something has created my life that I can’t call my own, I feel like I can’t know and perceive either myself or my environment. the drop is that while in a boarding house I attract 90 percent of negative people, and the rest can […]
illness and sense of necessity (random logic)
I want to be needed by someone because then I feel more stable and calmer. you see, my illness needs to belong to someone. although now I feel more and more vulnerable because there is no purpose, no purpose for something because sometimes even […]