the idea of my first audio novel – how music affects life, especially mine as a person with schizophrenia….… I would dive into it to sound the soundtrack of my diary of blackness, which has accompanied me for eleven years and still accompanies me…my […]
Month: August 2022
DCD and being part of something big
today again, after a while I was at DCD (Dance Commander Disco) and I remembered the old days of the pandemic again when it used to save me from going crazy. this time, I felt accepted and understood again, no matter who I am, […]
What to watch on twitch.tv (my pick)
These channels should (not) appeal to everyone, and since I have a free week, I can spend a 12-hour marathon listening to everyone and whatever I like. BootieMashup ->iWillBatlle ->Miles_Beyond (POP Conductor) -> twitch.tv/miles_beyondDJ SQWRL ->PDSMIX (also on Fridays and Sundays) ->Dj Jules Scott […]
why
why am I forced to be a positive character when I can’t get out of someone’s head? that woman who forced me to use violence uses my last name as a curse word. and it drives me crazy…sometimes I want to hit her again […]
alive and kicking
I have no choice but to pay the price I deserve. although I reconciled with that woman, I don’t feel guilty as much as I should.I know, I used too much force and could have gotten away, but two patients collided here and now […]
refugee, foster home, and consequences
I know I earned it and I will have to pay the price, but I proved to them what a fool I am, but I proved to myself that I can be pissed off until the ground grabs. I know that woman won, and […]
caring
today I came to the conclusion that I will never calm down because I was isolated. isolated because he’s afraid, and I partly understand why, but it’s hard… today I understand that I am no longer destined to live the life I lived before […]
