producer Miles Beyond has created an interactive mashup machine where the chat room becomes a DJ and creates its own combo….. Four colors, different vocals with heat addon, single track selectableFour colors, different instrumentals, selectable second track with heat addon At a certain point, […]
Author: nighttribe
#sleeplessnights
today is another sleepless night….. sometimes it seems like it will never end. music and poems, I understand that I have and want to sleep, but the full moon drives me to despair. all I do is smoke and drink coffee… it’s not for […]
audio novel
the idea of my first audio novel – how music affects life, especially mine as a person with schizophrenia….… I would dive into it to sound the soundtrack of my diary of blackness, which has accompanied me for eleven years and still accompanies me…my […]
DCD and being part of something big
today again, after a while I was at DCD (Dance Commander Disco) and I remembered the old days of the pandemic again when it used to save me from going crazy. this time, I felt accepted and understood again, no matter who I am, […]
What to watch on twitch.tv (my pick)
These channels should (not) appeal to everyone, and since I have a free week, I can spend a 12-hour marathon listening to everyone and whatever I like. BootieMashup ->iWillBatlle ->Miles_Beyond (POP Conductor) -> twitch.tv/miles_beyondDJ SQWRL ->PDSMIX (also on Fridays and Sundays) ->Dj Jules Scott […]
why
why am I forced to be a positive character when I can’t get out of someone’s head? that woman who forced me to use violence uses my last name as a curse word. and it drives me crazy…sometimes I want to hit her again […]
alive and kicking
I have no choice but to pay the price I deserve. although I reconciled with that woman, I don’t feel guilty as much as I should.I know, I used too much force and could have gotten away, but two patients collided here and now […]
refugee, foster home, and consequences
I know I earned it and I will have to pay the price, but I proved to them what a fool I am, but I proved to myself that I can be pissed off until the ground grabs. I know that woman won, and […]
caring
today I came to the conclusion that I will never calm down because I was isolated. isolated because he’s afraid, and I partly understand why, but it’s hard… today I understand that I am no longer destined to live the life I lived before […]
my life (here and there)
my life will never be calm and normal.I have a defect that is my curse and my blessing, that defect will not give me peace no matter how much I fight it. sometimes it seems that my life is full of imaginary enemies that […]
in the corner of thoughts
i feel like I’m a wanderer in my mind and sometimes in life i have to test myself. though nothing is remembered, only the crumbs of the music and the faces of the people float out of the corners of the mind.thoughts and memories […]
my world is different (remember)
sometimes it seems like I am living a normal healthy life, but sometimes I am reminded that this is not true.I am always reminded no matter how much power I have anyway my life is different. last week’s seizure and current tension still reminds […]
not random people
sometimes it seems that I have contributed nonsense myself, but you meet people who are not accidental sources of inspiration in your life …. I remember almost nothing from my first day, but I remember the student’s insights and that feeling I haven’t felt […]
shelter and fate
sometimes it seems to me that I will not escape all this nonsense so easily. today I realized I was wrong about some of the people around me.fate, to live here when everything is bored and wants change and new reality. shelter, I will […]
