now I have my life put in quotes, I don’t witness but I’m a little scared …… scared of a zoom conference with young people who may not understand my quotes world. my world can be quoted now and then again because I am […]
Tag: mental health
THE PROMISE OF A GOOD LIFE
the promise of a good life is locked behind the gates I don’t know how to stop and not see all that was left was fools and chatter want to fall asleep and wake up when it’s all over I want to experience the […]
sharing is caring
who doesn’t know I have a psychiatric diagnosis and have struggled with it for a long time …. many times in a psychiatric institution until I realized I wouldn’t get over it so easily …. I realized that my experience is the most valuable […]
someday it will end
I just talked to my friend from Vilnius, but I feel a slight shock that the mystical hammer was introduced so quickly …… our area of existence was further reduced as we lost our inner courtyard with scaffolding and closed doors. everything that was […]
desire and serenity
again I seem to be stuck in an alien reality. I feel lost and lost my lives which are now only on the computer screen and in the old, cold faces of people it hurts, I feel my body falling again, and I barely […]
I’m listening
I listen to music weird and in my ears, just one question when my dream will end. the music doesn’t leave me weird because I’m still looking for an answer to whether it’s worth living or maybe giving up and not waiting for someone […]
strange feeling (match)
I can’t live without problems, sometimes it seems like other characters are trying your patience, but or really kick is that sometimes I need to spill on something because sometimes I can’t control my emotions flow. sometimes it seems like I’m burning with my […]
commitment or health
lately, I’ve barely kept myself from using violence against some characters who seem to be trying my patience. a few days ago I had a conversation with a nurse on duty about my health and voluntary treatment. but there is another side to this […]
illness and sense of necessity (random logic)
I want to be needed by someone because then I feel more stable and calmer. you see, my illness needs to belong to someone. although now I feel more and more vulnerable because there is no purpose, no purpose for something because sometimes even […]
strange feelings (virus and me)
I am locked in my home like the rest of the world, but I feel like my mental health is showing its claws. sometimes it seems like i can overcome self-isolation and stay calm but sometimes it seems like my whole house of cards […]
anxiety and lost time
sometimes I feel like I’m freezing this time and the dream won’t end. sometimes it seems that everything that is and will be (or was) my past and future somewhere far away. I try to live my life but anxiety attacks me again and […]
