desire and serenity

again I seem to be stuck in an alien reality. I feel lost and lost my lives which are now only on the computer screen and in the old, cold faces of people it hurts, I feel my body falling again, and I barely […]

I’m listening

I listen to music weird and in my ears, just one question when my dream will end. the music doesn’t leave me weird because I’m still looking for an answer to whether it’s worth living or maybe giving up and not waiting for someone […]

anxiety and lost time

sometimes I feel like I’m freezing this time and the dream won’t end. sometimes it seems that everything that is and will be (or was) my past and future somewhere far away. I try to live my life but anxiety attacks me again and […]