during my journey, I saw what now does not give me peace and peace of mind. it’s my dad who doesn’t get out of alcohol and it makes me sad. you see, he no matter what he is my blood and soul, I saw […]
Author: nighttribe
Music With attitude ep.1
today
today I decided to put myself in the hands of another person. today my girlfriend and I decided to try to live together. I am afraid of my disorder that she may suffer because I never wanted her to see me in my worst […]
Druskininkai Vilnius Trakai Rudiskes
traveling to oneself
today I realized that I had to make this trip to Vilnius, Trakai, and Rūdiškės. now that I was at home I realized that what was happening (happening) with my father was his personal affair. yes, I apologized and said I don’t want to […]
Music With attitude #2
stagnant moment
when I was isolated after my failed journey, I began to discover myself, began to capture frozen moments, and recognize who I am and what I am. today is a night full of thinking and everything that happened to me then has its meaning […]
AFTER QUARANTINE IN BOARDING HOUSE
I’m sorry I didn’t get the money for the trip, and I had to quarantine… .. but I lived alone and felt good enough to be alone. I had my own “magic box” and was not sad – movies, music, what more do I […]
tell me what awaits me next
tomorrow is the day when a lot will come out, you just have to decide how and where to move on. to meet mom anyway will not come out, and it will only be spending money in the wind, need to seize the opportunity […]
impressions from a virtual trip
the first test of our virtual tour, I think passed well …. indeed I am happy to have been able to participate, albeit in a virtual one, but my drive has always been a live communication although there have been minor technical glitches on […]
SVENCIONYS, Here I Go :-)
I really wanted to contribute to the Living Library in Švenčionys …. one vacancy has appeared, so far this is just a plan, but although I will be able to contribute to the project virtually …. it’s just a plan and a test, tomorrow […]
submissive and vigilant
sometimes I wonder why there are two different types of people in this world, some called “surrendered” and others called “vigilant” I think I will never jump with a knife asking for medication no matter how hard I am and how much I am […]
organic hatred (then and now)
the first time I started to feel that feeling was the howling of my drunken father in pain and despair. then I realized I had to run away or I would kill my father. it was so strong that it was hard for me […]
today
today I realized that it all depends on me and my approach to life situations. today I realized that there will be forces that will resist your good mood and emotions ….. while living in the boarding house I started to feel organic hatred […]
