I really wanted to contribute to the Living Library in Švenčionys …. one vacancy has appeared, so far this is just a plan, but although I will be able to contribute to the project virtually …. it’s just a plan and a test, tomorrow […]
Month: July 2020
submissive and vigilant
sometimes I wonder why there are two different types of people in this world, some called “surrendered” and others called “vigilant” I think I will never jump with a knife asking for medication no matter how hard I am and how much I am […]
organic hatred (then and now)
the first time I started to feel that feeling was the howling of my drunken father in pain and despair. then I realized I had to run away or I would kill my father. it was so strong that it was hard for me […]
today
today I realized that it all depends on me and my approach to life situations. today I realized that there will be forces that will resist your good mood and emotions ….. while living in the boarding house I started to feel organic hatred […]
otherwise, it will not
sleepless night again and the flow of thoughts distract me from the rhythm …. I realize every day that I am driven to despair by the simplest thing – the freedom that I cannot enjoy. I understand that the virus cis is still overclocking […]
is it worth it?
these walls oppress me and don’t give me peace, I need someone to free me from my lockdown which is still sitting in my brain …… I spoke to the medical staff today and realized that I would still need to be quarantined and […]
fear of falling asleep, fear of getting up and going …..
…. after a sense of victory or freedom comes sickness and frustration. I feel that way today and that lockdown is still sitting in my brain. maybe it’s from injecting drugs today, and I would still have to think about “drug drugs” and give […]
DTP – Freedom Selections
new start
the demons are coming back and I have a lot of work to do with myself, but I will not give up, I will not give up and I will not run again. I will not run away because I want to live MY […]
the first day of freedom
we finally overcame the quarantine and life got a little more interesting. but we still have some restrictions but we can already go out for a walk around the town but we have to be on the lookout for when and how much we […]
