sometimes you are and will be betrayed and betrayed sometimes those who were your “friends” put you under a wave of illness and you begin to doubt your stupid humanity and brotherhood. sometimes you will be halfway there you will have to choose between […]
Category: rants and raves
weekend
finally, the day has come when you can relax and “hear yourself” again ….. finally it all comes down to shelves and drawers and it seems to me that it was the most stressful week of these few months of the year. though the […]
what makes me go
many things in my life (like all) have turned around, but many more dreams and plans make me move. sometimes I stop dreaming and living, but life never stands still … I notice that I have been feeling a lot of anxiety lately, from […]
freedom (second day)
somehow I am not left with the slight feeling of paranoia that things will end soon. today I am already used to feeling and feeling good enough, physically, emotionally and spiritually …. now I am waiting for a meeting with the 15min.lt filming team. […]
not a secret
not a secret … and they were right, but are you sure ….. I know we’ll be back to our old places soon, and the old problems will break up again, with an old friend. but or really, because I’m already getting restless that […]
perfect, imperfect
my world has not stopped burning for almost four months, I am tired of doing something to create and suffer. sometimes it seems to never end, and I will not stop burning and sighing headlong, against my beliefs and values of life. maybe things […]
the one who makes the “waves”
I’ve been going crazy lately, and everything puts me under a black wave. today I realized that I no longer want to be where I am now, both physically and spiritually, and emotionally. today I realized that it is not in vain that I […]
those different…
I am different, how hard it is to admit it, I am different … but when you think about it, I create my own and others ‘worlds, my otherness, illness, and health …. desire to knock and peace, I create my own and others’ […]
my world is different
a long time ago I realized that I was different and my world was different … but only now I realized how different it is …. almost 10 years in the boarding house, and again everything is not going in the direction when I […]
I can’t or don’t want to
For 4 months I am locked in my inner shell, in a corridor where there is no peace and rest, sometimes it seems that everything is again just a dream that has lasted ….. I can no longer suffer from those closed doors and […]
destruction and the desire to live
again, it all starts at the beginning, sometimes it seems that all this nonsense will never end. sometimes it seems like I’m going crazy because there’s little left until freedom (?) and the unrest overwhelms me again. I don’t seek attention, but it looks […]
I don’t know
my freedom around the corner and more and more questions ask me what I will do with it …. for sure, I don’t know and I don’t have specific plans for freedom, just let it be jazz …. because things can change in my […]
big and small (my love)
I can no longer live without my girlfriend, without little Virga. when you are chosen, you are in charge of a small world, but I feel that it is much more, finally something I need. for someone who won’t let me go so easily […]
when the walls do not press
finally came the good, or almost good, news. finally we will be vaccinated against the virus. i don’t know if it’s true, but my mood has improved and the walls are no longer pressing. there is little left to make life easier, even though […]
