I’m tired

I’m still isolated and don’t really know how to survive all this quarantine. I know that I am not one, many people are affected by depression and anxiety. I know it’s serious when people die …. the noise and the panic that engulfed the […]

why i feel lonely

sometimes I feel lonely even though I am surrounded by friends and people …. and it seems like it will never stop, cold faces will continue to surround me. through my illness, I have rejected many people and left behind. feeling strange, i want […]

don’t know (weird emotions)

lately i have been feeling weird and restless. the feeling that my illness is playing with me again. everything is fine with the neighbor and good enough with friends and the environment. but everything goes into blackness. but I sometimes feel worse sometimes better […]


a new day has dawned and I feel happy.finally sleepy and full of strength to do something good.I still feel the effects of the weekend and think a lot about the neighbor and all my reactions to it. not wanting to look back, I […]


today i’m looking forward to tomorrow …. i don’t know how to survive but maybe things will work out for good thinking about my psyche and the anxiety I have to endure. moving to a double room is an option, but I can’t imagine […]

anxiety and lost time

sometimes I feel like I’m freezing this time and the dream won’t end. sometimes it seems that everything that is and will be (or was) my past and future somewhere far away. I try to live my life but anxiety attacks me again and […]

dowry and life

I was never attached to anything, I was never dependent on anything. this is what the wandering life taught me.sometimes I seem to get caught in someone’s dream and dream with my eyes open.I am now dependent on the people around me, other residents, […]

weekly works and thoughts

a couple important things await me this week. trip to Vilnius, and finally the night dances were restored. but about it after all. I feel sick, cough and cold do not calm, sometimes it seems that I should cancel everything. I wanted to meet […]